What do i do now?
 

I'm hysterical,
crying my eyes out because i got a letter back from the council. I've been assessed and put in Band 3 on the waiting list for housing but i am 614th in that band...so there's about 1500/2000 people ahead of me, waiting for housing. This means i may not be offered anywhere and i may be living on my dads sitting room floor for the next few years....which i cant handle much longer.
They had letters from CAMHS and a seperate service explaining my medical needs and how i need my own space but what good did it do?

I cant live here for much longer, i cant deal with it and i am so tempted to just...nevermind but gawd this is sh*t i cant stop crying.

I dont have any personal space here at all.
I wish i could just move back to my mums.
i never thought id hear myself say that again.

hey
im really sorry this has happened to you.
i dont know what to say other than hang in there and im here if you ever need to get away from it all.
xxx