I... I... erm yeah
 

i can't talk to anyone anymore:crying: i just can't seem to say how i feel and then that leads me to getting lost in my own head (which isnt the nicest place to be right now) i can't do this anymore i cant pretend to be happy i have worked hard to be happy but i just cant do it anymore,
i don't even know what's causing me to clam up, i really dont know anything anymore :crying: i am so scared of myself i just don't know anymore...
sorry if that was rambling and strange
could i possibly have some hugs
Darian

*hugs you*

I hope you manage to express how you feel, even if it's just writing random words down and trying to organise your thoughts a bit

*Snuggles Darian*
If you need to talk, i'm on MSN but often appear offline - but please don't hesitate to get in contact, even PM me on here if you want someone to talk to.
Don't suffer in silence, it's the worst thing you can do.
*More snuggles*
Keep up that cheeky grin =)
xx

You don't HAVE to talk to people, if its all going on inside your head, maybe try writing some stuff down, or typing it if thats faster or if you are crying but can touch-type. Also, seeing a professional can also help you dismantle what is going on in your head and break it down into bits and pieces that you can explore in your own time and your own way.

Wasn't strange at all. I can relate to what it's like, not being able to open up to people. Like has already been said, you can write it down instead or perhaps find some other way of venting [playing your guitar?].
Or maybe you need to wait until something in particualr makes it all come out, something emotionally provoking.

{*{*(Darian)*}*}

Catherine xxxx

*holds Darian close*
You will get through this.