Tickets I don't even want
 

Because of some weird reason, I won an award for my ability in my schoolwork. Well, the prize was an award and four tickets to baseball games.

I don't like baseball, so I just basically gave them to my dad for him to decide what to do with them.

Today my dad and my mom are going to a baseball game. As I was just signing onto the computer now he came over, opened the envelope they were in to show me that he had the two tickets, and said "Thank you for letting us use these, I still think we should give you something."

And that made me feel hurt. I don't know why. I gave him the tickets willingly, but I feel ignored or misunderstood or something... I don't even know what exactly the feeling is. It just hurts.

Hunny. I don't understand. You did a good thing giving your dad the tickets, even if you didn't want them, you could have given them to someone else. And he wants to thank you for that that's all!! Nothing tobe tight about!!

Unless, there is something else on your mind? Beneath the surface kinda thing??

Wanna talk??

xx+abigail+xx

It was nice of you to give them to your dad.
hell you could of sold them to someone and got money for them.
Don't feel bad about it.
Just think, your parents are going out and prolly having a nice time because of you.
Take care
x

I think I just feel really lonely and them going makes me feel ignored.

No real deep reason, I think.
My dad isn't the most adept at interpersonal relations...so when he tries to connect with me it's just painful. And when he's trying to actually get me to do things, it seems that he's treating me like a three-year old.

Meh. Stupid reasons.

Don't worry about it... Parents can be like that. After over 7 years (or more) of treating you like a child, it's sometimes hard for them to see you in a different light