this too should pass but it ain't!
 

i don't why i expect people to be stuck where i am, like i am, but i do. like today i found a person's myspace that i knew back in high school and i just realised that everyone's moving on except for me; i don't know how to move on.

everyone's getting married, having kids, driving cars (lol), and i'm just here treading water,hoping that maybe someone will notice and try to help because i have no idea what the **** i'm doing.

he's happy, and that makes me sad heh.i know i was hoping for something but it just sounds stupid putting it in type...and to make matters worse my panic attacks and odd obssessive thoughts are getting worse. can't walk down the street without thinking people are making fun of me, or that i have something on me that i didn't see before i walked out of the house.my need to be emaculate in the face of my being overweight is doing my head in and forcing me to literally pick at myself.

I understand about feeling like everyone else is moving on with their lives while you are just stuck. I feel that way too. I don't have much advice really, just know that you aren't the only that feels stuck.

sade...
ive been stuck in this same old ****ed up situation for a long time now. and i swear if i knew how to help you, i would. just know that i care and im here to listen if you wanna talk.
much love.
xx

if its any consolation, im a good few years older than you (well okay,... ALOT of years lol) and i feel the same. At one point i thought i had it all together...now i see i was hiding like mad and pretending. So now at my age im faced with the fact that im having to start over and god knows how...i sure dont. But i do understand how you feel and you DO have a lot of years left hunni, to figure it out. Try not to push yourslef so hard on it, perha[ps that is why the obsessions, etc atre increasing is due to the extra stress and worry.
I'm sorry i have so little of use to offer...but iwill always listen.
romp

Its difficult when we think people have moved on without us. But im sure you have done things that the other people havnt done. But just because they are doing things now that you are not doing, dosnt mean that you wont do them one day.

We all take differnt routes in life. A lot of us end up in completly differnt places in life. Some are predictable and some surprise us. In the end its not how we got anywhere or where we got to, its what we did along the way. Dont worry about where other people are or what there doing. Just focus on yourself and the good things youhave in your life. Focus on what you want and how to get there. Go out an do what you can. If you make a mistake, learn from it an try to move on where possible. A stumble dosnt always have to equal a fall.

Take care
Kim