what could have been
 

I have been so tired lately. I just want to sleep. My depression is getting worse, but I am to the point where i just dont care. I lost my best friend and the hopelessness is eating me up. Im starting to isolate, and Im scared. :-(

*hugs* sweetie losing a close friend is extremely hard and even though it's easier then reaching out for help i dont think isolating yourself right now is the best thing to do. lean on your friends and family if they are supportive. and it's understandable that your depression would get worse right now, do you have a counsellor? maybe that would be a good start to working through some things in your life.
sorry couldnt help more
stay safe xoxoxox

You definately should try and spend more time around people. Lean on other friends, on RYL, on anything--but please dont stay alone. I am so sorry about your friend. I know the memory is probably twisting you, but try and think about the good times.... It will get better with time.

I know that it is hard, but try to socialise as much as you can. Even if its only sitting around people with no conversation. Do you speak to anyone about how you feel? Might be worth talking to your doctor who could suggests some solutions for you.

Most of all remember that nothing is ever hopeless. Do the best you can in the given situation and see what the outcome is. Fight it as hard as you can.

Take care
Kim

heya hun, I know it's not easy wen u lose a close friend. I can totally understand that feeling. And wanting to push people away and isolate yourself I can appreciate too. But it would help you to be strong and try and get to know some knew people. Even if it's just people on here.
I'm always here for you if you want someone to talk to. Please talk to someone about all of this. Remember, I'm always here.
Take care xxxx