RYL Forums - on lighter note.....

have made enought depressing post in support...i wanted to 'balce' it out with some betr news;

i dye my hair!!! h colour is called 'blueberry tea' O.O

It isblack with a STRONG undertone (overtone ?LOL) of blue-ish/deeppurple

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (wll get hub to take pics toorrow!!!)

still havent got my (16th) tat, still needing to speawith my friend asbout when....i think of it long after shop as closed and hat to bother him sat homabout work stuff

I rec'd my package for early retirent benefits; apparenty i qyualify (not uch a good feeling, knowinghat :\) and have started fukkingthem out

dsughter an i are gettingeven closer! Hub and me stil adrift but couns *fingers crossed* foir usis now in the works
I managedto meet my friend at the 'clubhouse' forutters :P and we had a great tie! (Ihad a panic attackafter, in the mall{big surprise there, it could drive anyon over the edge lol}]

The thrift store of the 'clbhose has a 1/2 off sale allll week (shirts are no more th $1.50 regularily, so are now 75 cents O.o!!!! I spoiled hub :o). An he is pleased with all his new shirs!!! *smiles*

We are bavck in ctc with my parents, well justmy mom as dad is in hospital again but was taken out of CU today and now knows more than usat his name, that was frighteni to say the least, he knew his name anTHAT WAS ALL!!!! Nowhat city he lived in, n pets, what type of dwelling...NOTHING. hE HAS A long ROAD AHEAD STILL IN HOSPITAL AND THE TOPECIALIST IS TO SEE HIM AND RUORE TESTS TOMORROW

I was able to realze that going to bridge houe right now was ONLY to hide fm all the bad things that are happening....so i refuse to oso. I was able to rtell my mom the utter truth f what is prolly the firast time; i tod her i can not handle 'first hand' knowledgeof my dad at this time, that i am othe edge and i needed to acre for mright now...and she THANED ME!!!!! O.o. Told her it does NOT men i want to know less i simply cant do t. It still feels selfish (INCREDIBLY selfih) but she thanked me and said it WAS NOT selfuish; it was the exat right thing to do o)

so....im in hell still...but there are still some go things getting to me....thans in part to all of you guys!!!! THANK YOU

ROMP