Ever feel? (mentions Suicide but is not the subject)
 

Ever feel like if life ended for you today, it would be ok?

Not that I am hinting or suggesting suicide, but just if I died, I would be ok with it.


Now my kids and husband, that would be a different story...I dont think they would be ok.

The fact of death is playing heavily on my mind, again, not suicidal...but a lot of mind thought of death.

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Rain

Today I feel the same as you. Spooky

Lets just hang in there, for the sake of our families and friends.

I often feel like that, you're not alone *hug*

yes......

As sad and awful as I feel sometimes and as much as I don't want to have to deal with those feelings, I think it would make a difference. I'm not done learning and growing. My husband would miss me but he would cope. This week I'm learning that I do have value to the community, to my friends. They would miss me, my community and my friends. I'm not done learning from them yet.

Indeed. But then... then I look at the people around me... and think... I wouldn't be okay. I would be leaving behind all these people that I love and care for! *cuddles* Keep the faith darling and you will see the results.

i feel like that quite a lot, but i think the point is even if we are ok with it there are people who would most probably never be ok with it
*hugs*

Yep, completely fine with the idea.

yup, i do. it's a weird thought to have, you can easily get used to thinking about your death and become desensitized to it, but then you mention it to others (like my psych) and see their expression, and realise that actually it's a serious thing to be thinking like that. but yes, i do.

yeah i agree with effervescence, but then i think of the other people in my life and keep plodding on regardless

Total, I am a single in a group of pairs (not always partners) so everyone has someone else so everyone can get on without me.