Reasons *possibly triggering*
 

:ermm: So lately i've really been in need of some motivation to get up each day. I can only focus on the bad... and i thought i was getting better...

Better and then worse then better again. it take time and ups and donw to improve. I always need a reason to get out of bed. Getting paid is what keeps me going. *hugs*

that's one of the things dragging me down at the moment....i don't even see the reasons for getting paid because i work SO much and never make enough.....i'm getting to the point where i just can't deal with that anymore...gah

I know the feeling there too! Can you have a few days off from work to have a rest?

not really, i do have this weekend off....but my car is so f-ed up right now, i've got to get it fixed...and that's always sooo stressful for me...because i don't know ANYthing about cars and i always get taken....sigh

do you have any male friends that can help on that part???

not any that actually know what they're doing

thanks for the support by the way =]

Can you to to your local public library and see if they have the Chilton's manual for you car? Even if you don't understand much, it may help a little. The dewey decimal number should be 629.288. I think.