I hate myself
 

So I woke up today and my mum's in a lot of pain...she's done something to her leg and can barely move...I don't know what to do to help her. She's really upset and keeps saying that she's fed up and that everything has been going wrong for us all for a year now and that it's all her fault and that she'd worried about me.

This is what I have done to my family...I wish no one had ever found out. I hate myself.

Please dont hate yourself darlin. Your mom is jsut worried about you. Parents are here for you to be able to turn to and talk to when you have problems. So dont feel guilty about it. It's good that you felt able to tell your mom about sh though.
Hope your feeling better soon
x x

thank you...I never told her...the school did. I would rather be left to cut myself to pieces without hurting anybody else...but that is really selfish of me.. Thanks anyway. xx

instead of hating yourself, why don't you try & make things better.
try & help your family out as much as you can. comfort them, tell them everything is gunna be okay, tell them youre sorry & youre gunna try & stop cutting.
hmm.
goodluck.