Stuck
 

I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.

But I can't. I can't do that to my parents. To friends.
I know what it's like to lose somebody you love through suicide.

So I can't die, but I can't keep on living.
I am stuck. I am completely stuck.

I want to harm
I want to just bleed and burn and feel.

I want somebody to hold me
And at the same time
I want to be left alone

I can't handle this.

:'(

*hugs* you CAN do this, okay? tell yourself that
whats making you feel like this?

PM anytime
Caz x

You can do this hun, WE can do this yeah?
I'm so sorry things are so hard, please remember that I'm always here to PM or email and stuff if you need someone to talk to *cuddles*
You've got so much to live for, now and in the future, I believe in you hun!!
Xxxxxx

I feel the same way you do. I don't know if that helps any. Just know you're not alone.