normal conversation?
 

So i'm trying to talk to my fiances dad's girlfriend and it's so freaking hard right now. my hand is killing me. hit a bad nerve. going to ring my doc bout it tomorrow but is ok. but... why is it so hard to carry ona normal conversation? i'm struggling to string to words together clearly. typing is hard. all over the place. i'm concentrating so hard on this it's ridiculous. it's hard to type. i think i'm just ging to go to bed nwo. does anuone get this? o know... your brain dies after youv'e harmed and stuf? it's crazu. :sad: gah. g'night.

I can relate to this soo much, sorry I have no words but please look after yourself Jess. Love you
Kat xxx

No advice or anything but...
*hugs you*

I get that even when I've not harmed hun, you're not alone in this. I don't have any advice I'm afraid but feel free to PM me if you need anything *hugs you*

yup.
this has been happening to me quite often. the only difference is that i can type and write just fine. i just cant get the words from my brain to my mouth. they come out all choppy and jumbled. i sound like a 2 year old.
please do get your hand checked sweetie.
love you.
xxxxxxxx

i think that, even though you are used to cutting, your body still gets a shock when you do it, especially if you hit nerves and blood vessels. so your mind hasn;t had the chance to calm down yet.
just try to ttake it easy forr a couple of days, and get your hand checked out missy!

i'm going to call my doc today. i can talk alright, stuttering a little but not much but yeah... typing is stilla struggle. can't move my hand much cause of the pain... oops >.>

*gentle snuggles*
calling doc is very very good.
*is proud*
love you Jessypoo.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I called my doc. squeezed me in. it's not infected (thank f*ck) but wasn't closed together well enough. Needed to be stitched but is waaaaay to late to do it now. He wsa... sad. oh dear. have a proper appointment with im on wednesday. will enver do it again. not ever. almost couldn't stop. oh dear. never again. i swear.

i'm glad you're not going to do it again *huggles* as long as you try your best, thats all anyone can expect of you.
i'm so very proud of you for calling your doc *squishes gently*
love you xoxo

i'm glad you saw the doc and you are so determined not to do it again.
*snuggles*
*lei's under invisibility cloak*