one greatly and totally used up....
 

...itemfor sale

(dont worry...i'll do the paying...im not worth much more)

so...highlites

-good for when the tv goes on the fritz...just wind me up and i'll gop psycjho, LIVE in your living room

I AM house broken

I DONT/WONT eat much

i'll do as told (if not simply puch or kick...works everytime)

WARNING: Come with MUCH baggage

horribnle friend

not socialor

sociable

Not really good for much ....now that i think of it......

Perhaps i should cart myself off to the 'dump'

better place really

can not worry ppl (only seagulls and rats) there.

How mother****ing pitiful i am

shall we chasnge it to a pity party???!!!

**** head i am

sorry to have wasted you r time....for so many years...

so sorry

romp

I'll pay... a lifetime of cuddles!!!! *clings tightly* you are not horrible friend. yu're wonderful. love you loads and lodas and loads! :) *cuddles you tightly* you're so wonderful sweetie. you're so wonderful.

i love you rompers.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I love you Romp
You make my heart smile :-)

me dear... you an't leave us. not ever. *clings*

supposing i shpuld not lie...or omit...

sooooo, omn that norte;

I can no longer take care of me, let alone famil;y.
Last time i cooked a meal????

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ****ing long ago.
Hubby gets no lunchesmade
muffie still hasnt had her hair dyed back from blonde
so may little things you say 'i'll do'....but KNOW (even at that monet) you wont manage it
i'm the lost sock in the dryer....stupid analogy, but it fits....I, ME just disappeared one day...well alittle more gradualr than that...but you ge thte idea

I have WONDERFUL friends on here that i STILL dont iunderstand WHY????!!!!! (NONONO...I am NOT fishing for compliments...I HATE that!!!)

my body aches, all the time..i think my arthrituis has been aggravated by...idk...but its hard...yet no more than what i deserve...it SHOULD make me want to cry to get up from sitting, or out of bed, or up from off my kness....i deserve it, I TRULY do


and if you REALLY knew me???

You would agree too

Maybe i'll change that to a 'pratice ring' for taking shots at....
slow but staerdy pain...

romp

(im sorry to ALLLL who i have misled (? somehow?) into thinking i was a good person, a good friend, a GOOD anything)

its so very black
andcold here

romp

i want to lie to you all...or do somethihg horri le thst will easuil;y be found out...so you can all hate me

i know how to handle hate

romp

i think i am soon to be sectiopned or sent to residential care polasce i fgo....i will let you know if that happens before i leave a si have no computer access once there...

maybe i'll get lucky and just die in my sleep

i just got a months worth on four precriptions.....

close
very close.

oh stop it. you areWONDFERFUL. really are. NOT horrible. NOT fooled. Not. *clings to you* you are NOt a bad person. you're just not well and someones nailed that damn tarp down over you again and you cn't get up but you wil. and you'll be okay. it will get better. you really are. *cires( ou have to be here. please. you have to be.

go. inpatient. let jade know, she can update us. get hubby to update. go. get BETTER!~ don't leave us forever. please.

jess....dear dear jess...who is always been ther for me...for alllll these years, holding out a hand, reaching fo rme, for sll th elovley htihngs youdo and say bout ne

it is incredibklle....

i WILL NOT throw your kindeness back in your face
i love yoy
the do saew e today ad wabts i see ne rnrr,,,,not good,,,i may asj fir refera t ither MH hosoo, or resna ka

it hobnelt that iior die rifght biw
im sosorry t worrt yoy my sbnnjb;
romp

*keeps reaching* take my hand sweetie, let me guide you. please. i wish you would go inpatient. I don't want you to die. please. can't lose you rompy. Please. *clings*

Hey

I don't really know you but have read your posts and your support for others.

I was thinking that perhaps you would make a good housemate for me as we are quite similar :-D Think my current housemate might disagree as she has her hands full with me already : )

Please take care hun, you are valuable and worth so much.

*hugs*

rompy, please go IP. let someone else look after you for once till you can be safe again. get someone to let us know so we don't worry too much xxx

romp i have never thought you were a bad person, and i haven'y given up on you yet so why should i start now. please get the help you need and get yourself better. xxx

Romp, please go get the help you need. You are worth it. You aren't failing because you are bad. You are having problems with your mental health and you need help. You deserve that help.

Love you Romp!

Hey Romp

How you doing? There are obviously so many people on here who love you and think you are worth it. Please consider what they have to say, as right now, they are probably thinking a little more clearly than you are (sorry if that sounds harsh, especially from someone who is currently failing in all aspects including fight against alcohol).

Hang on in there and please let us know how you are doing.

*hugs*

romp youare wonderful. i have always thouthgt so and still do. sorry am in vyre bad place myself right now, but want to show you that i am thinking of you. if you can get to a place of safetly theen go for it, however scary, coz you are one women worth saving, you really are, youre an inspiration, getting through all this crap and still searching for survival, you are a survivor. Maybe sttart writing about all your feelings and all the crapo you have been through and show people what courage you have, xoz you really do have.
You are a wonderful friend and loyal and honest and most genuine person on this site, and people know and respect that, treuly. You're beautiful, from photo I have seen, and you have lovely body art, that shows your character and creativeness and boldness. These aere all such brillient thing dear romp. wish i was there more for you, i just dont have much strength myself. Maybe we should hold each other up.
I'm around for the weekend and then am being re-admittede, yay, just incase you wondered where the hell I have been"
stroke your dogs theraputically. my uncle has his dog here at the moment and she is a dear.

to summarise, romp you are damn LOVELY, beautiful, couragious, so worrying about others, alawys apologising when my dear you have nothing to apologise for. None of this is your fault, not a jot of it. Be kind to yourself, enjoy a relaxing bath and listen to an uplifting/calming music. you tried pilates or yoga? I did some of that in hosp, was good. Do you have a tv programe you follow. could you take up photography and go for long walks in the woods or park. allow yourself time to lie in in the mornings if you cant get up, have naps in the day. dont beat yourself up.

PLESAE PLEASE Romp, be safe. Safetly at the moment most importance. I fyou need IP then dont be afraid. we all want you safe, we all care so very very much, really we do.

sending much much love nad courage and anything else that might help.
really sorry i havent been around, i',ve been fairly crap at this, but at least know romp that you are in my thoughts.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

*cuddles you* Rompers' I think you are lovely and I love you very much. I'd buy you, I would love to have you... But I think your hubbi might complain, lol.

Sorry I got to this post late.

Oh Rompers, You are my Sunshine. My Soul mate. I love you with all my heart. You are nothing you say you are.

You are one of the heart of Vets. You are surrounded by love on here. You are the best friend anyone could have.

I know I would be lost without you. I mean that.

We all on Vets want you to get better and if that means having a stay in a centre then thats what has to happen.

We would all miss you but its the best. I know I would miss you with all my heart but it would be for the best. I would be waiting until you are well again. I would wait forever if I had to.

Honey, stop thinking of others and put yourself first for a change.

Will email you honey

Love Jade xxx