Last breath...
 

So I already posted something earlier... and I am talking to people... but I don't want to breath any more. I hope so much that each breath is my last breath... but then I take another and I feel like by taking that breath I have failed....

*hugs*
It's great that you've posted and you're speaking to people hun.
You haven't failed by surviving hun, living and breathing and fighting are not failures, they are proof that you are strong and you're brave and you're fighting through this.
Stay safe hun
Xxxx

I almost jumped off of a bridge... I was so close to it...