desperately want it to end NOW
 

i don't have enough energy to go ahead with making my own death look like an accident. i have all my meds here in front of me and i want to take them all right now. i don't think i can hang on anymore. i feel like i need to act now. it feels like it's never going to get any better and i just want to go to sleep and not wake up. i can't take life anymore.

:blue: nathan

oh please hang on for a little bit longer. keep telling yourself, just 20 more hours, just 2 more days, just another week... something will come up. there is always something to live for, even if you can't find it right now. *hug* just keep hanging on

I am sorry if I am late in replying to this. I know things must feel incredibly lonely and hopeless to you right now but you won't always feel like this. You can and will get through this. Can you ring someone and tell them the way you are feeling so you can get some extra support. Hang in there, you can get through this.
Kat xxx

heya nathan,
i really hope you're safe.
you have got to remember that suicide is never the answer. no matter what you're going through right now, it will end at some stage. you won't feel this way forever. but if you go through with this you'll be dead forever. please don't throw all your life, all you chances away.
is there someone you could talk to a friend or family member? does anyone know how you've really been feeling? i know it's scary, but talking to someone about whats really bothering you can really help. people do care about you.
hang in there, and let us know how you are yeh?
*squishes*

Hey *hugs you* Im really sorry your feeling like this. But please dont end your life. Suicide really isnt the answer and will effect everyone around you. Can you talk to us about what it is thats made you feel this way? Please get rid of your meds, please dont od. You dont need them. You can get through this, but please dont give up, keep fighting. We are all here for you. Is there anyone close to you who you could talk to? Do you have any support? Is anyone aware of how your feeling? If you can talk to someone about how your feeling then they can help you and can keep you safe, as well as keeping an eye on you. Keep talking to us.

Take care best wishes Ian

im sorry you are feeling so awful.
*hugs*
please hold on longer you are alive now so that means you are winning.
<3
thinking of you
xx