blegh - really low
 

sorry to post and bother people

i'm feeling really low.. again

im trying so hard to shake if off, but it keeps coming back

low like i dont wana be here, id be better off dead
i dont even want to cut - guess thats good

i hardly ever get this low
but its been over a week

i just bottle up instead of talking now
talking doesnt do me any favours

sorry i dont even know why ive made this.. anyone know how to shake it or whatever?

Hey, I'm sorry you're feeling so low. It is indeed a good thing taht you don't want to cut, it shows that you are being strong and that you can fight it..

Keep trying to fight hun, you will get there in the end.. Talking is good and it'll be a release, even if it doesn't feel like it at the time, eventually you will feel better..

My PM box is always open if you need a chat

*hugs*

xxKirstenxx

*squishes Caz*

Please don't hurt yourself hun... keep fighting it...

Do you know why you are sad..

I know you got probs with your counsellor is that making things harder for you?

thanks guys, i really appriechiate it

i just suddenly went very low when i realised that someone id made this account to avoid has figued me out
i cant even get that right

i just have no energy to even move
i dont deserve pampering

i had profesional help but they dropped me
discharged me
so not any more
i duno if its affecting me

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...691#post931691
that is also me

no, its really not

i just dont, i shouldnt have things like that
im not worth the time or effort

i wouldnt sleep tonight then

i dont think i can..

yeah it aint wonderful.. but it doesnt really need to be
but ill go and look

because i dont want to be self centerd, i want to help people
stuff me

mum would be dissapointed in me and i really cant deal with that atm
im having enough trouble stay alive each night, if she was nagging me itd just be all blegh

mm i guess
my councellor was tryna work on it with me

no! nope, no way
i dont want her to know about eating

i have no idea
im in a nothing zoned low mood

i cant seem to bring myself out of it

getting pretty suicidal

duno if i can cope anymore

*huge hugs*
Caz...hunni...I love you and am always here for you, kk?
I know you're feeling really **** , but suicide aint the way out hunni....
Talk to me...and on here...lots of people care about you and dont want to lose you!!
Love you hunni....take care please....xxxxx

sorry
tisnt working to well