help me please
 

ive got a bottle of dextromethorphan. ive read up on it and judging by the amount in the bottle when i take the whole thing i'll be pretty out of it. also a bottle of aspirin and my knives.

done something tonight thats not good. i wont say what, but its a serious offense in my religion and im so messed up.

also found out tonight that one of my best friends is suicidal and self injures.

im feeling so suicidal right now. i dont know how ill continue with life..........

god ive just taken all the dxm..

getting dizzy

Honey. If your're still there, I want you to call somebody, wake someone up. Dont' do anything else to yourself. Call a friend or a family member. If you can, alright? Everything is gunna be just fine, you'll see. I want you to tell someone what you just did, and get yourself to a hospital or a doctor. Alright? You're gunna be just fine, just so long as you get yourself some help real quick, ok? Things are gunna work out, love. Alright? Just trust me on this, and get yourself some good help.

If it's something bad you've done, Pray. He'll listen. That's what I'm doing right now for you, anyway.

thank you. I can't tell anybody though. I just threw up so hopefully i got some of it out of my system. I'm just gonna wait it out.

Are you sure that is really what you want to do honey? I dont' know a lot about medications, but I'm pretty sure that OD is a serious thing to do. I would advise you to get proffessional help. What makes you say that you can't tell anyone? I'm sure someone is bound to listen and help you. ^^b

It sounds like you've an awful lot going on at once, and this has brought you close to the edge. It's important you get some help, and, as 'LlyC says, to hospital. You need to be checked medically, and if possible to get some emotional support arranged to help you cope with all that you're facing more safely.

just that i happen to know that what ive taken isn't life threatening. I'll just get a really bad trip from it.
I would be so screwed if anyone found out.

When they see the state you're in, they'll know anyway, surely?
Even a bad trip, as you call it, isn't a healthy thing, and may effect you in ways you can't anticipate.

I'm hoping the worst of it will be over by morning. besides, im a good liar. i'll just tell my parents that it was because of the party and how late i was up.

How're you feeling emotionally right now? Physically?

Keep talking here, I'm off to work right now, but will hopefully be able to check in from there a bit later.

Are you positive honey? I'm overcautions, so I apologize, but I wouldn't take that risk. I don't mean to sound critical or anything, but you have been through a lot and you need to find someone you can confide in, talk everything over with and get it all out so it doesn't trap inside so things like this don't happen again. I'm not leaving till i'm sure you're alright. Ok?

Im gonna put my aspirin and knives away and just stay on the computer here. I'll keep talking unles i pass out or something.
thank you guys so much.

I'm dizzier than i was and i'm really tired but that's all right now.

I don't wish to die.. just don't know what im gonna do.

Good Job. I'm proud of you! Things will look up. I promise. It always gets its darkest before it can get bright again...At least I think that's how the quote goes. Anyway. I'm so proud of you, honey. You're doing a great job right now. Keep me updated, alright?
--huggles--

I really want you to get yourself looked over by a proffessional for all this sometime soon, alright? Would you at least consider that for me?

I'll consider it but no promises.

I'm so tired. I'm gonna try to get some sleep. I'll keep updated when i wake up or if i don't even get to sleep.

Alrite. PM me or something the second you wake up please and thank you? I would like to keep updated. Get some rest, hun. You've had a rough time. You deserve it.

All I ask is you honestly truly consider it, alright?

thanks

Anytime honey.

But more importantly,

Thank yourself.

You're strong. Strong enough not to go through with it, and strong enought to ask for help. I'm proud of you. --huggles--