My Dad is banning me off RYL
 

My dad is actually going to block RYL off me.
I have more pills. And I am determined to OD on them.
RYL has kept me alive. :msncry: :msncry: :msncry:
I was already feeling low but this is pushing me over the edge,
someone help what do I do?!?

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Can someone show me a link where it is unblocked?
Is there another version of RYL?
Please I need this place

:crying: :crying: :crying:

He says 'those sites aren't good for you'.
I tried to explain this place helps but he's not listening.
There is a bridge near me.......
over a motorway...
I remembered about it earlier.

I hate him. I hate him.
He's such a pr**k.

Hannah there are articles on here for parents or there were some perhaps you could show him some... so he knows that this is a helpful site hun...

I don't think he'll listen. He has set things in his head. I really dislike him now.

what should I do? doesn't he understand? He fucking needs this family therapy thing to get him to understand, that RYL is not why I am suicidal...
idiot.
Idiot. Idiot.
:crying:

it's just difficult for him to understand.
i'm sorry, i don't know what to say
*massive cuddles*
stay safe <3

I don't want him to know my username mind..
help!

is there some sort of public library you could go to and access RYL? or a friend's house? hang in there xx

You could use a proxy server to get around the block on the computer.

http://www.youhide.com/

(Sorry if Im not allowed to put on this sort of thing here)

Hey Hannah,

My Mum and Dad used to be the same, I am sure my Dad still would be.
It was actually when I was in hospital and explained to the staff how useful it was that my Mum finally believed me.
I'm so sorry though that your Dad is going to ban you and you don't think there is a way to explain to him.
You will get through this chicka, thinking of you,

Lotti x

Oh i'm so sorry he thinks like that, I think you can get onto them through some websites but I'm not certain :(

I wish we could help somehow, there is a thread somewhere i'll find it for you for parents that maybe you could print and show him,(i can't find it sorry)
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Hey hunni...hang on in there...
I agree with the library/friends pc idea...
also...how is he blocking it?
I know at college...some sites are blocked...
but if you type https://www. etc...it gets round it...(the 's' is the etxra character) but you have to do it on every new page... :/

what if you collected loads of peoples numbers and called/texted if you needed help?
I know I'd be willing to give you mine...
*hugs*
take care
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Try talking to him?
print off some stuff about it, its worth a try?
or get your therapist to talk to him about it?
& theres a libary near you, so its not like you'll never have us :)
I lvoe you

Hey Hannah i am really really sorry to hear this.Wouldnt want to lose you just as i am getting to know you!

Has something happened to make your Dad think this?

When is he banning you?

i hope you are safe.Please dont do anything.

i really hope you can sort this out and i am sorry it is adding to your problems.

im sure he is just concerned and worried but i really hope you can convince him this is a useful site!

i really, REALLY hope to see you online again soon.

Thanks for the support everyone *waves*
He said he'll read the articles on here, Thank god!
But if that doesn't convince him, I'll try to unblock it with a proxy server, thanks I didn't think about that, I used to use that for school all the time
*squishes all*
If that doesn't work,
there's a library nearby
:)
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Harley has disabled proxy server access to RYL. Allowing people to access RYL through an anonymous proxy could allow banned members or trolls to get on RYL and cause harm to the site without the ability to ban them.

Hopefully you and you dad will be able to come to a solution that works for both of you.