she's (not) dead
 

She's dead. My best friend is dead. My mum is lying. She's not really dead, she's still in hospital I know it. She can't be dead. She can't be. Someone tell me this isn't real.

massive hugs sweetheart, whats happened?
xx

Mum says she died last night. She was in hospital with a collapsed lung and a chest infection. She had cystic fibrosis. Mum said she's dead. But she's not really is she?

You really miss her. (((gentle safe hug)))

I don't know what to do.

Oh no Laura, who are you taking about and calm down please. what has happened, who has cystic fibrosis? please please pm me i am thinking of you and i am worried. please dont do anything to yourself and do do some relaxation.

:crying:

Sweety, I'm so sorry bout steph. I'm so so sorry.
Your mum wouldn't lie to you about it, It's ok to cry, to be upset, to be angry.

Noooooooooooooooooooo. She's not dead she's not she's not she's not. I want her back. I want back. I can't stop crying.

You're mum would not lie, Of course you want her back, You love her darling. It's good to cry. It's hard to accept someone has gone, but they are still there, in spirit, in memories.

I'm having a panic attack

Darlin' can you go to your mum? Please do, don't do this alone. Go to her, she'll understand.

It's ok to be upset sweetheart. It's natural. But you need some physical support, somebody to hold, somebody to hug you. I'm so sorry I'm not there for you right now, but please try to go to someone who can do this for you.cxxxxx

*BIG HUGS* hun please try n calm yourslf down. take deep breaths OK xxx

Just remember, Steph is at peace now, she's not hurting, she's not in pain. xxxxx

I just got a bit hysterical. Had a hug with my brother and dad and I've calmed down a very little bit now.

Really though it's good to get it out, you need to feel it. <3

im glad you had a good hug with your dad + brother, its a good idea to let people in when your feelin like this. stay strong xxx

oh hunni i am so so so sorry this has happened to you
i hope you find a way to cope with this, your friend will always be there in your heart and you will never forget her
lots of hugs
xxx

I'll be here for you forever sweetheart, I'm thinking of you so damn much.