i think i came out too soon *trigger suicide*
 

as some of you may know ive been in hospital for the past few days because i took an OD and because of mental health issues

now im thinking that it was too soon for me to come out i should of stayed there i really shouldnt be out right now

i feel like so unsafe right now the voices are still there telling me to do it again and take more so i actually die this time

thats all i want so all these feelings will go away voices in my head, the paranoia, the eyes, the throat

omg i cant stand it anymore :crying:

Aw... is there anyone you can ask for help? There are places you could go so you could be safe. Please be strong. Don't kill yourself. PM me if you need to.
I'll pray for you.

Is there anyone you can talk to? Maybe just a chat with a friend even if it just distracts you. How long is it until you see someone again? Maybe you could talk to them about how you're feeling... they're there to help.
Stay positive and try to ignore the voices and the paranoia.
PM me if you'd like! x

heidi, ive only just seen this post so sorry for late reply. how are you feeling?? can you try and get an urgent appointment with your gp to talk about things. i dont want you to do anything.... your sis obviously cares a HUGE amount so could you speak to her about how your feeling or write her a letter :s idk. take care chick pea xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

awww bless you lot!
ive been staying with my ex girlfriend for the past couple of days so ive been feeling abit better
ive got an appointment with my gp on monday as its the earliest i could get
thankyou for all the support you lot have given me

take care
xxxx