aghhhhhh its all goin wrong !!!
 

omg today is so poo .
i hate my probation officers i really do .
I basically told one of them that i was going up to manchester for a week in like 2 week and shes phoneed the other one saying asking if they should approve it and they have both aggreed that i cant go and visit my fiance and friends so i just not allowed in manchester .... i soooooo mad about it and really upset she even made me cry :crying: . Thats the only thing thats stopped me si'ing or od'ing and they both know that .
so i've talked to them and begged them to let me go and it didnt work .
So now they real worried about me doing anything to myself so one of them wants me to go to a&e and the other one wants then police to come ova and check on me .
i really scared that they gona make me go back to hospital and keep me there. i only got out a 2 weeks ago after spending 3 months in one .
I so so scared :crying: