some good , some bad news
 

well good news; i saw my regular GP and he has re-prescribed the meds i need. So that is very good..i have been out of some and half dose on others to make them last. AND he is going to contact out local mental health service and ask why i have been left benn left with no help even tho i have asked repeatedly (i went in and they told me 'i wasnt sick enough', that because i was still 'functional' they couldnt really offer me anyhitng...like WTF???!! He wasnt too impressed with that either. So he is going to try and hook me up with them because they control allll the programs in the city. So *fingers crossed*.

Bad news...*more proof my last psych was a bit of a bastard*...i can get my one med refilled...but only given one week ata time (even tho i've been on it a year with no OD's) because he put me down as 'high risk'(just after i said i wanted to see another psych, nice timing) and this is very toxic...bastard!! I have NEVER abused this med, to be honest, it scares me. Yes i do get suicidal but i KNOW ireally only want some things to stop..not everything. And this psych KNEW that...we have several discussions on it and he agreed after six months that he was wrong about his feelings...so now this. This man has screwed me every chance he gets...and who are they going to believe?? Yup, you got it! Nice, very nice. Love to meet the bastard alone sometimes LOL!

Sooo, he is attempting to get me the help i need..he says with my history i should have been in contact with them and in their programs years ago....lets hope he has bette luck than i did. Or perhaps i should stop meds for awhile and THEN pay them a visit...change their mind pretty damn quick!

Anyways...it LOOKS good..but i'm not getting too hopeful..i have been here befroe.
so wish me luck!

romp

i'm sorry that your last doctor didnt treat you well
keep sticking up for yourself - it looks like this new person is listening to you and that is great
it may take a while but if you keep standing up for yourself you WILL get the proper help
good luck xxxooo

Romp......
keep your hopes alive, but like we both know not too high.

I am sending my best vibes that this time will finally be the one that all works out for you.
Hold on, you know what I went through with meds and doctors and I have made it out alive, just hold on your day will come too when you look back and think.....what the hell was I thinking.

Love ya,
Linda

GOOD LUCK!!! *hugs* its awful about your old psych. i hope you find a better one soon! let us know how it all goes! *crosses my fingers and hopes everything goes well*

soph.

Good luck with the new meds and some more supportive help *crosses fingers*. With the stupid refill thing...he just has to be carefull. I know it is stupid but sometimes it just happens. Taking the good with the bad ...in your case just kindof stupid doctor bs.

At least you are now in contact with someone/an organization that can help...good luck!!!!

Aww, Romp, I'm glad you could get your meds. Sorry to hear that you've had such a hard time with your old psych. Raw deal that :s
Good luck hun.
*hugs*
Alyssa

Good luck, you deserve something to start working for you, they've been assholes.

Love you!