just want my mum
 

more than likely a pointless post not been on in ages. feel like.. y'know going there again, seems to all come down to arguements with my mum. never gonna stop yet still just as hard to accept. wish shed understand the effect she has when we row. btw shes got anxiety/depression/panic attacks and more i think i dunno, so i know most o the time she dont understand but it aint no excuse. i remember the good days when we got on and she wasnt like this. she constantly stresses me out to the point my mood drops when i see her coming up the path. was looking for some poems online to explain how i felt but didnt find nothing cos i write a lot.....
neways im rambling sorry... out !..

Hugs
Stay strong
Sorry I don't know what else to say
But just stay strong
Xxx

Hey,

I understand how you feel - I know how you can dread the arguments. Writing poetry is a brilliant way to express emotions, keep it up! You will find it useful. Could you ever catch a time when your mum is calm to tell her how you feel - even writing it down if you prefer that outlet. It must get tough sometimes helping your mum with what she's suffering. Does she get help? Do you get any support from other family members? Stay safe,

xx