everything is going bad
 

HEELLLPPPP!!!!!!!!!!
these are the words every inch of my soul is screaming but no1 can hear... i jus dont know what to do anymore!!
firstly my boyfriend lies to me then leaves me for another girl!!! :'( i trusted him... then every one is ignoring or hating me.. i feel so lost and just want to die!!! i feel like im going crazy.. as people would usually just get over it but i truly loved him and now my world is slipping slowly from my embrace..
i now have a stalker who tottaly scares the **** out of me... ive been raped 3 times in the past and he seems just like the ones who did that to me...
i do not want to get hurt and to be honest i just want to escape all the pain and frighteneing things in this world!!!
im lost...
please post back!!! please

:( Xxxxx

If this guy is stalking you, could you maybe talk to the police about him? Or maybe a close friend so that they can check in with you and make sure you're alright. I'm sorry for what you've been through and that you feel like no one can hear you asking for help. Do you have a psych or counsellor or anything? Sorry I don't have more words right now, just wanted to let you know someone had read your post. Take care *hug*

yeah i know but im sacred incase that makes it worse...
i do but hes not 'available' at the moment...
thankyou for the reply! *hugs back!* lovyah loads!!! Xxxxxxx

I agree that you should phone the police about your stalker.

I understand the fear. I'm struggling with fear right now too.

I want to make sure you know that we hear and we care.

*gives you a reassuring hug*

thank you sooo much 4 ur help every1!!! i really appreciate your replies!!! :) love you all!!! Xxxxxx

writing things down about his whereabouts and all those details, do really matter, i was going to do my boss for sexual harrasment, but i didnt have enough written proof! i understand how scary people like that can be. ergh makes me shudder just thinking about them.
please dont beat yourself up for not getting over things fast enough. it just makes feeling bad worse. you will recover from your boyfriends crappy behaivior, when you are ready, its ok to grieve over lost relationships, take each day one at a time.
*gives you comforting hugs*
hear to listen
xxx