I just don't know what to do anymore
 

I have been so stressed out for the past few weeks.
My best friend fell out with me because I don't have enough money to contact her everyday. I mean, i can kind of understand her point, i mean, her brother died a few months back. So now I feel like crap cause I haven't been a better friend. I just keep thinking that there was probably something I could have done to contact her. But I was too affraid to, sometimes she scares the crap out of me, esspecially when she's pissed off with me, so right now, i'm pretty scared, and i'm still not quite sure why i am.
Also, I just generally feel like crap cause of everything that's been happening recently, and I really think i just need some time out, but i just don't know how i could do that, any suggestions on how it's possible to take time out while still having the money to survive?
Aswell as this, i'm working my ass off trying to plan a small business as it's what i've always wanted to do, I told my parents and all they did was laugh at me, isn't it great when your family are supportive of your decisions? The only decisions my family would support would be me working 24/7 in a job i hate or going to uni or something like that which i would never want to do in a million years.
I just feel so alone right now, I have no one and nothing and I don't know what to do, I keep feeling like im going to have a mental breakdown, but I can't because i'm not allowed to.
Can't someone here please help me stop self destructing?

Ok, first of all, I'm kind of wondering who's the worst friend? the one who cares or the one who throws the other away because of money? Everybody has their tragedy and your friend should understand that you can't stop your life because her brother died. she has her own family to give her support.
I know it hurts to be rejected, but this is not your fault. It seems to me your friend is slightly self-centered. Just let it go, you can always get back in touch with her later.

As for taking time out, there is no solution while keeping your job other than offering yourself a relaxing time everyday. It doesn't have to be big, but you should keep some time to take care of yourself and to relax, to read, watch a movie, think about something else. Maybe find an artsy hobby. there are some good classes in community centres.

Well, I don't know what your character is, but if my parents laughed at me, I certainly would be upset, but most of all I would be crying in rage and doing everything I can to prove them they're pathetically wrong. It's up to you to launch that business, they wouldn't do it for you, even if they were supportive. You don't need anyone but your own capacities and your own enthusiasm. You're doing this FOR YOURSELF and not anyone else. You KNOW what you want and I really admire that, so don't let them step all over you!

I say, keep being productive. Don't let yourself sit down and mull over things. Go to work, work on your project, see people, keep BUSY.
you won't even have time to be self-destructive anymore!

I completely agree. :)