*Trigger SI/ED* I'm Sorry
 

Hey, I'm seem to be posting on here alot but i'm having a tough weekend. I feel huge, and I can't stop thinking about it. I've never had a problem with my weight before but it seems to be all i can think about at the moment, i can't help it.

I want to cut so bad aswell but i want to prove to myself that i can go one night with out it, i rely on it. I can't get away it follows me everywhere, and i can't get away. I want to get away.

I'm sorry for posting on here so much, i really am.

First off, don't apologize, there is nothing wrong in reaching out for help when you need it, and this can be a good first step. Hurting yourself is not a good option, whether it be by cutting or because you feel bad about yourself. You should check out the Fun & Distractions board to distract yourself, or read or something. Maybe go out with friends, that always helps me. If you can, talk to someone about what's going on and why you feel the way you do. If no one else, feel free to PM or IM me and we can talk. Just remember that we're here for you and we care.
Take care of yourself.
xx
Laura

No need to say sorry. This is why we are here for to help you feel better. Post all you want.
Is there a reason you feel huge?
What's been going on lately?

Anytime you need help, pm me. I'd be glad to help
take care
Kiki x