Drunk last night made a massive mistake ...'
 

omg i've made a huge mistake ...
i made my only friend cry ...
i feel terrible ....
i wana kill mysefl ...
i duno wat to do...
i gota go to court next week ...
i so scared cant face goin ...
what shal i do .... plz

hey hunni
calm urself down 2 start with.
don't do anything stupid, it can not be that bd. take a step bk and look at what happened.
hope u r ok hunni,
if u need to talk feel free to PM me

your mind is racing on multible issues at the moment first of all calm yourself down focus on each thing in turn.

im sure your friend will forgive you. im not sure what your in court for but i am sure it will go ok feel free to pm me if you want to talk about it further

Calm down. What exactly happened?

Hun, if you are in immediate danger to yourself, please call your local A and E, or at the very least, a friend or trusted family member to come and sit with you until you begin to feel better. If you havn't already, I really suggest your read Suicide: Read this First and How Suicide Affects those around you. Remember the saying "Suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem"? Well hun, the saying is 100% true, nothing is forever, and things will start to look up I promise, you just have to promise yourself, that you will NEVER give up trying. You can do this, I know you can. Please feel free to PM me if you need anything at all, even if for nothing more then a lighthearted chat.
xx
Nicole

i jus got my head every where ...
just dont know what to do with myself ..
i'm just so confused ....i just hate it ...
my heads just6 full of every thing
i just cant stop planning stuff for toinight
like how i gona end it an that ...

I echo what smiling said about if you feel suicidal & other than that, yes, do calm down, your friends will forgive you, that's why they're friends and why do you have to go to court? Perhaps that's not as bas as it looks right now, either.

*hugs*

Marte

i'm up in court for arson ....
i feel so stupid ...
I kina feel ok at the mo ...
i'm on some really mad hyper thing ...
but i know it wont last ...
i'll wake up in the morning and everythings gona be like it was b4 ...
it sucks ....
i hate it ...
court is so scary ...
you just feel silly and stupid stood in front of them..
an cuz i jumped bail b4 i hav to go in a cell and hav all my stuff took off m e...
so i hav all my scars showing and makes u feel so much more anxious ...
they all stare ...
all the magistrates and the soliciors and all the court ushers and the guards ...
i hate it ...
its so scary ...