Help pls urgently!!!!!
 

Im so sorry for posting there when im so new. :crying: I am so paranoid at the moment, i've been drinking - & now my friends, friend is coming around, and ive never met him before, he's staying, and im so scared.

Scared hes going to kill me, when i want to die, but i only want to die my way.

louise :crying: xx

Pls, help. I feel like cutting, and obv cant do this..i just want to hide, wnat them to go. :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

Hey Louise,
Welcome to RYL - There's no need to apologise love *squishes* it's what we're here for.

Why do you think he is going to kill you, why i she coming around? Darling if you're in trouble you need to get yourself somewhere safe, is there someone else you could call? And try not to let him stay, or maybe tell him you're unwell and he can't come over. Please try and keep yourself safe and don't be alone with anyone you don't trust - especially when you have beeb drinking.

Keep posting darl, let us know what's going on.
*squishes*
Aimee xo

I dont trust him b/c i dont know him. She's wonderful know her from work. I get paranoid about everyone including my bf...Im just so upset. Just wanna hide and, umm..you know (cant post it here b/c of the trigggr notice)

Im sorry x

It sounds like you are very uncomfortable about the whole situation. Is there anyway you can not have him over to your house? I mean tell your friend that you arent comfortable and would like to meet him and get to know him a little bit before you have him stay at your house. *Big GIANT Huggles* Stay safe!

hes here now. he seems ok, but i wanna cut bad... :crying:


im scared
hes too nice

If you have been drinking, try to avoid cutting. Its very dangerous to cut while you have alcohol in your system because it thins out your blood, so you bleed more. Also under the influence of alcohol, you may cut deeper then intended. Hope your okay. Huggles. Stay safe!

Sorry, i shouldnt have posted this
can a mod delete pls?

or can i delete?

It's okay. Were here to offer support and advice.

howd i delete? i cant bear thiz.

I am sorry, I dont know if you can actually delete it. I think a mod may have to do it, if they can :S Sorry I cant be of more help.

i dunno wat to say :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

*******SUICIDE TRIG**********
I wanna go - now

its gonna be too late..

What;sgoing on hun? Please, keep talking to us..