Cousin Over, Trouble....
 

Hello,

Boy, leave for 3 months and look what happens to the place. Well anyways back to the point of the post. So, my cousin and her friend is here to visit for 2 weeks. The first day it started out fine. But the next day my brother got back from work. Then everything went downhill from there. He turned the girls completly against everyone in the house. See, my brother is spoiled like them. He has all the expencive toys and doesn't like following the rules either. He shows them how to get around the rules they don't like so all the sudden he is cool. We asked them if they wanted to go to they lake, a trip we had planned. When they found out he wasn't going they didn't want to go with anyone else. If my brother wasn't involved they don't want to do it with us.

Then most recently with my cutting. I am still trying to get the truth on this, and I plan to in the next 2-3 hours. From what I understand the girls said my mom told them if I cut it would be their fault and if I cut they would be in trouble. Now first of all, weather I cut or not is my choice and mine alone. No one is making me pick up that blade and cut. And I cut for all kinds of reasons, not just because someone pisses me off. So to tell the girls that doesn't make sence, but I confronted my mom on it anywanys. She denies telling them that. Personally I hate being put in the middle of it. I hate my family because of this crap. Being drug into fights and arguments. I refuse to compeat over ANYONE's friendship, family or not.

My mom called earlyer and asked if I was still going river rafting with them. I said no. I was before all this crap. But no, I am not going rafting with people who don't want to be around me. One of the quotes mentioned in the last few days was "Why should we come in from having fun with stanley's brother to be board hanging out with stanley". I mean if I am that boaring to them, then no, I don't want them to be around me. Ye know? And at the same time I certainly won't waist my time with them either. I have much better things I would like to spend my time on than with stuck up girls.

So yea, I expect some more fireworks, some more fighting and probably some more cutting before the week is out. God I hate my family! So dang disfunctional!

-Stanley

We all have disfunctional familes mate. You can't choose em, n unfortunately we have to deal with th s**t they deal out. Kids can be like that, they can be really harsh, i know its the same with some of my cousins too, they love my brother and dont care about me. But that suks yeah u should realy get to th bottom of where those two heard that from. Its not always someones fault that makes us cut, it can be so many things, thoughts, and feelings. Saying that and leting them know what you do is realy harsh, but perhaps they wer only tryin to help, trying to make the girlss be kinder to you, and not hurt you. But what do i know. I'm sory i cant b much help take care of urself
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Hello,

True. Over the years I have pretty much disowned my family. They are all very judgemental and think they are all better than everyone else. It makes me sick to even be related to them. They think they don't have anything wrong with them. For example, my grandfather on my mom's side, he's actually due here in a week to fix some of the electicity here. I have to wear diapers due to a bladder condition. He forbid me to ever come to his house if I am wearing a diaper. It's like dude, hello, If I don't wear protection everything get's wet. The dude is an ass. But my whole family is like that. If you have something wrong with you, your judged. Like your lower than they are. So I cut contact with about 99% of my family. The only ones I have contact with is my mom and brother and my dad rarely when I play world of warcraft. My cousins were invited by my mom, if it were my choice, they wouldn't be here. I wouldn't even know them. I don't know what is it with my family, but they are all stuck up. Well, everyone but me. I sware I am adopted.

-Stanley

hey me too. i hav a bladdr condition to, i get leaks when i do exercise. its so embarrasin adn it hurts to know that som1 mite notice

just chekin up on ya, hope ur ok hun, pm me anytime to talk