sorry for posting again..
 

today has not been a good day.
I feel like im falling apart and there's nothing left to be able to hold me together..

im scared and alone and all i can think of is just hurting myself beyond reason..

i hate the way i look, the way i feel and all the hurt that is stored up inside,
i am a total failure..



sorry i keep posting useless rubbish..

Please hun don't apologize for posting *hugs tight*

I know how you feel,i understand,please keep fighting the urges you can do this dear stay strong , keep distracting yourself...

Is there someone you can all and tell about how you feel?

xxx

Keep posting if it fights the urges.
We are here to help.
I personally dont mind.
I feel like that sometimes and it sucks.
Is there any perticular reason why you are feeling this way? Has something happened?
Please open up it will help.
PM me if you like.

Amy x

i feel like i cant talk to anyone i know cos they just understand, i dont want to keep hearing.."well, just dont do it" if i tell someone i feel like cutting or ODing. if that was going to work, it would have done years ago.. i feel so isolated and confused i cant keep being seen as a joke by the people who are meant to care about me.

if stopping was all a matter of wishful thinking. i wouldnt be here now..