RYL Forums - Just got robbed.. sucks..

Hello everyone. Took me forever to get back onto the site. But I've finally made it. I really wanted to go the chat rooms, but still not up. I guess this is a vent kinda thing?... I don't know, I don't like having to categorize my post. My point is things seem to go fine for a while, then one little thing messes up and then everyone falls apart. I really messed up last month. I got a DUI... I know. I an IDIOT * that reminds me of Napolean Dynamite, completely off topic *. Well then I have to deal with all that stuff, legal junk, jail time, then about a 3 weeks later someone keys my new car. Then yesterday I get my apartment broken into and I was only gone for an hour, in the middle of the freakin' day! They took my laptop, desktop, portable dvd player, and 2000 dollars worth of guns. I can't believe NO ONE saw them do it!!! So last night I packed up all my things and decided to just leave. Screw college, my bills, work, everything and leave. Didn't matter where, just not here. So I called my school and told them I was taking some time off, talked the dean and suggested I see if I can give it a little time and move so it doesn't mess up my college loans and things. Basically I feel like crap and haven't cut in a while. Last 3 times I did, I ended up in the ER getting stitches. I can't be doing that anymore. I haven't done it in a while. About 2 months. I guess I need some more support. Seems like a lot of the people I meet here I'll talk to for a few months, then we seem to just... not converse much anymore. Something wrong with me? Anyone recognize my screen name???? Well thanks for reading this this far if you have. CRAP I NEED MY LAPTOP!!! I had every aspect of my life in there. Journals, pictures, homework, schedules, receipts... everything... GRRR!