everythings going wrong
 

my friends birthday today she was spose to be 18 but died in car crash few years ago

my dad who i havent seen 4 3 years has got kidney faliure again

arguing with friends who r only trying to help

no shrink appointment which is driving me crazy

im taking it out on my friends n family without even realising it untill its 2 late
my mood is fucking shit.

dunno wat to do . i know they sound trivial but hey

Im sorry you feel bad right now.

Could you do something to celebrate your friends birthday,something nice like let go of a balloon in her memory? Something special to you to rember her by.

Can you get an emergancy appoint? Im sure people understand why you feel low and your mood being uncontrolable.

Things might feel diff in the morning, maybe have a hot bath and try to raise your mood a little

Sorry i can't say much, right now.
But if you ever want to talk, just PM me.
take care.

I'm sorry all of that is happening at once- it is a lot to deal with!

I know that you must be missing your friend terribly. My grandma whom I lived with died a few years ago- on her birthday I like to write her a letter telling her all of the things that she missed- maybe that would help you deal with your friend's birthday?

I'm sorry about your dad. I wish there was more I could say. *hugs*

It sounds like your friends are supportive, so they probably understand that you don't mean to take it out on them. Have you told them that you don't mean to take it out on them- that you're just struggling right now- would help? Friends can make everything so much more bearable, as I'm sure you know, so hopefully if you can work things out with them that will help.

*hugs* take care!

It doesn't sound trivial at all. As cadence said, it's a lot to deal with. I'm so soryr you're going through all of this. I'm not sure what to say to help, I'm a bit of a mess myself at the moment. I hope you can get your shrink appointment, can you ring them or write or something and let them know you're going through a bad time and could really do with some support right now? Maybe they would have a cancellation or something and could fit you in.

I'm so sorry you are going through all of this. It sounds so overwhelming and difficult. I wish I could come give you a big hug right now, sounds like that might be what you need most right now. Never forget that we all care for you and are here to help you. PM me anytime.

Jess xx