I need a morale boost
 

I dunno lately I've been feeling my resolve slowly fading, and with the knowledge that I'll be working pretty soo I think It's added stress I used to not have. I have to start saving my money to buy things in the future, and resist some of the things I want now. College stuff is troubling me, I still haven't sent in my paperwork and classes start at the first of next month, so I'm pretty sure I'm too late to send them in. I'm worried that I'm just one dream of my ex away from a relapse and breakdown. I try not to let myself feel so bad, and shrug off everything, but I feel weak, seeing my best friends new girl two days ago only reminds me of the lonliness in my own mind. I don't like this feeling, can I just get a few uplifting comments?

I can't think straight atm. I'm a bit out of it. But just to say that I read your post and I really feel for you. Working can be good fun and its nice to have the independence of supporting yourself so there's no need to stress over it. Try to get out with your mates to take your mind off the crap stuff thats goin on atm.
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ok. send your paper work n ASAP even if its late they'll probably be able to sort it out and at least you'll know.
well done for saving money, remember to treat yourself occasionally too and have some fun.
try to stay busy and distracted. get out and meet new people, socialise as much as poss so you dont feel so isolated.
remember, the future will take care of itself, take things one day at a time.
*hugs* i'm sure it'll all work out fine
hang in there

Well I'm getting my car fixed tomorrow, I just wish I had friends to hang out with, one of them is at school/work all the time, te other is at school/ ROTC stuff, between them I only see one of them once a month or so,and the other I see maybe once very 3 months, I'm antisocial, so I don't make friends easy, so I can't really do anything about the whole hanging out with friends thing, with gas prices the way they are I won't really go anywhere besides work and home, and when I get into college It'll be work home and school, I have no free time and nobody to hang around with, not to mention the fact that I still can't make friends so yeah, its sorta building up

Keep your head up high. You'll get through this. You're just going through a hard, stressful, draining time right now. But there is always light at the end of the tunnel as they say. There is always "hope" in "hopeless". Keep smiling, stay strong, and I hope things get better for you soon.
PM if you ever want/need to talk. Take care xxxxx