confused and scared
 

im stugglin im waiting for a bed in a rehab unit iim curruntly living in my own bedsit but hav someone here as im scared alone but he is a addit im scared my social worker and team wont him out but im afaid of myself alone and would hav anyone here as long as i wasnt alone i 2b a ant dont kno wot2do i dont want2b a addit 2 he has injected in my place wiv his dealers round nd taken my moneynim scared 2 ask him 2 leave incase dealers come2me lookin 4 him need advice anyone?

anyone you can stay with? stay away from him as much as possible and tell your social workers everything that goes on with him.
*hugs tight*
be safe and call the police if you get scared.

social worker knows and dont like it but as im able2 kno its not gd she unable2get involede till i ask him 2 leaveto if he wont she will support etc
it was just goin b him here wiv me till my bed come up but as thats now taken longer then planned he kind made it his own home im doin whatever he wants he got a easy life but he keeps me safe last time he stayed away few days i ended shaving my hair of nd od goin hosp so think my soical pleased im not causin her more work by keep goin 2 hosp mayb she dont want him2go either as that means she have 2 work bit harder 2 get a place somewhere for me,
i left the henderson a yr ago now didnt finish my yr due2 weightloss nd other mental health issues i should of gone 2 another hosptial then but i now been waiting a bloody year and become a drug user on top of my complex needs as she says i have so that prob means no1 goin take me on drugs a longer wait more prroblems i may aswell just end it myself save money and less work 4 everyone. sorry needed to vent x

*hugs again*
i guess all you can do is hang in there until a bed becomes available. try to keep yourself safe and hopefully a bed will become available soon.
please dont do anything dagerous hun, if you cant stay safe go to A and E.
take care

i went 2 luton airport the other night just 2 sit there all night i felt safe there as ppl were always there i wasnt alone thanku 4 reply x