So what happens now...
 

when you're not even upset and you want to hurt yourself?
i'm actually fine,
but i just feel that stupid urge to cut.
i hate that i don't understand this. :/

i've been scratching myself with pins in order to ween myself
from cutting, but i don't think it's working too well.

Blah.
i hope i just get over this soon.

<3's,
staysafe

Maybe it's hard to hold onto feeling ok, and that's why you are getting the urges?

I know I used to (and still do) get urges just because of the routine I used to have with it. Id feel like something was missing. Also, Id get urges if I was bored in my bedroom, where I used to SI.

Just stay distracted, keep yourself busy, the urge will pass. Itll get easier with time, stay strong <3