When everything is lonely i could be my own best friend.. (8) *si*triggerin?maybe?
 

:crying: :crying: :crying: Last night.. after i logged out was awfull i felt soo lonelyy that u know what i did!! butt i dont knoww.. my cuts used to be really bad and after my attempt of recovery they were "normal" now im cutting million timess writting words like HELP, or my weight, or LOST! and other ones and well itsss idkkk its my way to express what i feel my way to say things i cant!!
I dont knoww what to doo.. i mean i gotta go to the beach in a week from now and im afraid i wont stop cuttingg this week!! :S:SS:

I hear how distressed and alone you're feeling. It's safe to talk here.

Can you tell us a bit more about how you feel lost, what it's like for you?