Miserable, Confused and I Honestly don't know what to do
 

I failed my exam
My teacher asked was it worth me paying £25 (USD $49.61) for the first exam resit £25 (USD $49.61) for the second exam to resit then £36 for the final exam if I fail them, and I should pay £400 (USD $793.86) resit the whole course (accountancy).
I don’t know what to do.
The deadline to pay for the final exam is today either I pay to redo two exams and fail and have to retake the course or just give up and redo the course…
Argh I’m so pissed off and upset.
I've looked into distance learning but they don't offer the course I want anywhere near when I live (closest is kent and I'm in southend essex)
I know I can do it, I am fine in the classwork and homework it's just the exams I did an exam in the thursdays lesson which is health and safety, payroll and I passed it easily but the other class the exams I'm struggling with.

I'm so stuck and I don't know what to do.
I'm currently unemployed looking for work in accountancy so if I don't carry on with the course I can't get a job that I'm currently looking for. Everythings ****ed up and I am panicking about money and life and I feel dredful.

First of all commiserations on failing your exam, and current situation. Failing at an exam is always a blow, you question your ability, whenever you revised enough, and even if you have taken the right career choice. I assume by now, you've made the choice whenever to pay for the exam resit or not, so I'll just say this: Don't stop believing in yourself and your ability, you've shown yourself to be competent in all other areas of your course, whenever you need to redo the entire course or resit the exam, believe in yourself and your ability, unreservedly, and you are bound to suceed to the best of your ability.

I've paid for the exam I decided I might as well try instead of wasting a year of learning if I have to redo the course at least I know what is in it and I will spend my summer relearning everything so I am totally up on the subjects for next time.
thanks for replying x