Blame
 

I blame myself for my friends suicide, she wanted me to ring her a few days before she didnt but I liad and saud I wasnt at home just because I couldnt be bothered ringing her.
I could have said something to stop her.

hunny please dont beat yourself up.
you cant know you would of stoped her from doing it.
if you want to talk hunny you know where i am day or night.
xxx

Please don't blame yourself. I'm going through the process of doing that the now and I'm struggling to get myself out of the cycle of blame, I don't want anyone else to go through it. It wasn't your action that caused their death, they chose it. I know that sounds harsh, but it's what is keeping me going.