Was I Right To Say It ...! (guilty Or Not Guilty)
 

HI

I DONT KNOW REALLY WHY I AM WRITING THIS I SUPPOSE MY MIND IS SO FULL OF DIFFERENT FEELINGS RIHT NOW I AM CONFUSED AND SEEK A LIL ADVICE OF PPL IF ITS NOT TOO MUCH TROUBLE..!

WELL HERE GOES....!

I WAS IN SCHOOL TODAY IN THE 1ST PERIOD OD MY DOUBBLE SCIENCE LESSON ..! ALOT OF PPL IN ME CLASS WERE BEEN D***S AS PER USUAL AND NOT SITTIN IN THEIR PLACES ..! SO ME N ME MATE WENT AND SAT ON THE BACK TABLE TOGETHER TO DO OUR WRK N WELL NEXT THING THE TEACHER IS NAGGIN AT US TO SIT IN OUR PLACES WELL NOBODY ELSE WAS SO WE SED NO ..! ANY WAY BE4 WE KNOW IT THE BELL WENT 4 BREAK ..! SHE KEPT US N 2 OTHERS BEHIND...! NOW SHE IS A TEACHER THAT ITS FAIR TO SAY SHE CANT HANDLE HER CLASS AND CANT DEAL WITH THINGS HER SELF SHE RELIES ON THE HEAD OF SCIENCE ANY WAYS SHE DISSAPEARS OF TO THIS HEAD N FEEDS HER ALOAD OF CRAP..! SHE COMES IN N STARTS HAVIN A GO N LET THE OTHER 2 OUT ..! SHE THEN STARS ON ME N ME MATE TO ME MATE SHE IS SICK N TWISTED AND WONT GET NE WHERE IN LIFE IF SHE CARRYS ON WI HER ATTITUDE WHICH SHE DNT HAVE HONETLY..! N THEN ME ..! I AM A WASTER STUDENT AND DOES NOTHING WI ME LIFE I SIT N DO NOTHING AND I GIVE THE SCHOOL A BAD NAME N THE NEXT THING WELL ..! " UR JUST LIKE UR BROTHER SOME ONE WHO GOES AROUND CAUSIN TROUBLE CAUSIN HAVEK DISRUPTIN LESSONS N BEEN VILE TO MEMBER OF STAFF U'LL BE A JUNKIE U WILL." WELL U KNOW WHEN SOMETHING JUST MAKES U TICK HIT THE ROOF ..! WELL SHE DID IT ..! CAME NEXT LESSON N SHE SED SOMETING SO I STOOD UP N SED TO HER " U KNOW SOMETHING U CHAT PROPPER CRAP U CANT HANDLE UR OWN PROBLEMS U GET OTHER PPL TO DO IT FOR U , U KNOW SOMETHING UR A SOFT ASS " SHE RAN OFF CRYIN AND NOW PPL THINK I AM TIGHT ,, THEY WERE THE ONES THROWIN THINGS AT HER CALLIN HER N EVERYTHING BUT YET I GET IT ALL 4 DOIN NOTHING ..! TAKE THE PURE P**S ..!

I KNOW I WAS IN THE WRONG FOR WHAT I SED AND THE WAY I PHRASED IT ..! I AM AND I AINT SORRI I SED IT IF U GET ME ..! AND I RELLY DO FEEL GUILTY ( I AINT LOOKIN 4 AFFECTION OR ANYTHING ) I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OFF ME CHEST ..! I TOLD HER I WAS SORRI N THEN RAN OUT F SCHOOL BE4 NE THIN ELSE HAPPENED ..! I FEEL SO ASHAMED OF ME SEL ..! N GUILTY...! N HORRIBLE BUT SHE CAUSED IT SHE RELI DID... ! 'M 2 WEEKS SH FREE I DONT THINK I CAN MANAGE ANY MORE AFTER TODAY ...! I NEED TO ...!

I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT DO U THINK

AM I GUILTY 4 SAYIN SOMETHING OR NOT GUILTY ....?
AND SHOULD I BE FEELIN AS S**T AS I DO RIGHT NOW....?

I would maybe speak to your head of year or tutor and explain the situ and say how you feel about what you said and what the teacher said.
I don't think it should be ignored and as for guilt... I don't know it sounds like all parties were saying a bit too much attacking stuff (if thats the right description)

i agree. I think you should see your head of year or personal tutor. What the head of science said was very out of order and in a way im not suprised you flipped, i think i would have. But standing up in front of the class was wrong. Not that im defending anyone. I dont think you should be feeling as bad as you seem to be tho, there was fault on all parts. Your teacher should really be able to handle situations but then again you dont know what is going on for her privatley either. I dunno...dont beat yourself up about it for now, but make sure you see your head of year/tutor tommorrow. If not only to get your reasons accross.

Firstly, and I do not mean this offensively at all; but I found it extremely hard to read what you have written due to the summarizing of words and what not.
I agree with the previous poster; Kelpie, speak with your head about the situation.
I don't think you should have said what you did, but people say many things in the heat of the moment.
Perhaps you could apologize but also explain what had led you to say it?

Reminds me of something that happened when I was in school. Me and my friend were disliked by a teacher just because we didn't suck up to her like most of the rest of the class did. Then she started on and on at us almost every lesson till it got to the point where we couldn't face going to her lessons anymore and were on our way to see our head of year. But as we were going there she caught us, took us back to her class, said something things that she later admitted were uncalled for. But I lost my temper and told her she's an awful teacher, I hated her lessons and would never have taken the subject if I'd known she would be teaching us.

It was wrong, I knew it was wrong and apologised to her after. But, like you, I didn't regret what I'd said. The way she'd treated us for almost 2 years was uncalled for, she was told that by the headmaster. But she sent letters home to me and my friends parents etc.

So maybe if you were to apologise too would be a good idea. There was no way she should have said what she did. She's a teacher and no teacher should speak to a pupil like that no matter what they think. But just to make things easier for you and to help you stop feeling guilty apologising could be a good idea.

I also think you should maybe talk to your head of year or someone about what she's said. When the incident with my teacher happened I went to my head of year who made me write down what had been going on, what I'd said, what she'd said etc. and they talked to her and me and my friend and things were OK-ish after.

So, yeah, I'm not saying what you said was right but she shouldn't have said that, no way.

Hope everything gets sorted :)

Yes, I too found it hard to read what you were saying because of txt spk lik tht. Sorry! A little is good but too much makes it a hard read - again not meant to cause offense. Just some constructive critisism.

What you said was wrong and you admit that but what the teacher was saying in the first place was out of order. Maybe you could apologise and then go on to explain why you lashed out so to speak. Perhaps next time she'll expect that kind of a reaction if she talks to her pupils like that. Quite frankly it is disgusting. She should be more aware of what she is implying. There are ways to put across your point without offending. That said, maybe she just 'blew her top'

I don't think how you reacted was appropriate at all and I think you should be feeling as bad as you do over it. There were different ways you could of dealt with the situation instead of embarassing her infront of the whole class. Even though I agree what she said was out of place as well, she is still a teacher and you should respect her for that.