RYL Forums - Poems by Piph <3 (Possible Trigg to everything, sry)

Sedative: (trigg SI/ Suicide)
blood
pooling on the floor
my heart exploded
from lack of you
my sedative
my stabilizer
taken from me
by confusion
and deceit
so I went crazy
attacked myself
silver blade shining
no more need
to be saved

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Loss: (poss ED trigg)
my stomach turns
heaving
run to the bathroom
but nothing comes
there’s nothing left inside me
with the loss of you
the loss of myself
just the thing
you were afraid of
no escape
from myself
no escape
from you
just dry heaving
in the dirty bathroom

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Streetlamps: (trigg Suicide)
Dead streetlamp
I find myself stuck
pondering underneath
without the comforting
orange glow
what should I do
questions in my head
flying past
like startled birds
slowly pooling around my feet
rushing from my abdomen
life force wasted
the light flickers on
the light flickers off

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Parting:

the wind blowing
through your hair
you were crying
droplets sparkling
on your eyelashes
soft kisses
slow goodbye
fade into darkness
soon to be alone

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Etchings: (Trigg SI)
drag across my skin
free the pain
watch it drip from within
sweet release
jagged stretches of relief
etched into my skin
making patterns so hypnotizing
with promises of forever
and never
and one last time
cutting the responsibility
out of my flesh
remove it from my person
to handle even more
hidden beneath layers of cloth
a forest of life in pain

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Mist: (Adult)

Laying in the mist
goose bumps rising
on warm flesh
ragged breath
drawn inward
eyes glowing with desire
I want to breathe in
every part of you
feel your warmth beneath me
your heart racing
keeping pace with mine
searching hands
searching hearts
head swimming
with my need for you
please grant me this
I need you in every way possible
but for now
this will do
laying in the mist with you

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Beautiful World:
Winter is here
snow is softly falling
glistening in the night
little falling stars
I look over
there You are
gazing upwards
Breathless
Beautiful
snow is trapped in your hair
Eyelashes sparkling
You’re enthralled by our shower of stars
I’m enthralled by You
You shift your gaze
them to Me
lips red from frost
face pale with delight
of the Beautiful world around us
You kiss Me
all I can feel
the Beautiful world within us

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Supernova Breathing: (trigg suicide)
In out In out
rhythmic breaths
take it in
crazy
thoughts are racing
vortex
head is spinning
chest caving
then exploding
rising falling flying
headed for the ground
destination of choice
take my hand
supernovas never die

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Sounds:

thud the heart of triumph
drip the blood of pain
no sound for tears of depression
except swish the sound of rain
crack the bones of anger
crush the heart of love
crying in the distance
the sound of the mourning dove

The end

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