now now --dont get any ideas...*some word triggers*
 

Suicide...
Self injury...






OUCH!



normally the top two space invaders of my mind.


but right now...



i cant find them!


Struggling with NOT having them upstairs in that grey matter,
but i feel a little more life in me today.

*BOWS* Thanks everyone for the support*

Still very lonely without my Romper (LOVES YOU froggy poo)



I AM ALIVE!!!!

can you handle another smile?
Rain

amazing!!!! very happy and proud for you :)

smiles are so great to see from you Rain!!!!!!
hold on to them!!!!
much love.
xxxxxxxxx

FRainy....sorry BUT youre NOT 'away' youre here in my hear4t and mind *hugs y9u*
*&stuffs a sticky frog down your back*
IM HOME FRAINY!!!!!!
SEEING NEW PSYCHIN FEW HOURS
chk out pic board [shameless cam whore i am lol]
i posted my new hair pics and my new tat

Frainy i love you, i love your smilies
ilove just you
tyou honest and true
lways yours
romp

OH MY COW!!
*throws a frog back!!!

I TRIED CALLING YA AND GUESS WHERE YOU ARE?????


Loving back...go read other post!

Oh goodie. I'm glad you managed to lose those words!
Teach us how?
Hugs! <3

love ya froggy girl
throws a frog at you
romp

i think i thought these words last night. only for a few whiles. i think i thought these words because of some potential life changing news. You know how good news/events seem to "freak" the current state of mind....

life changing news= job that i am to start a week from monday. YAY ME I DID IT!!!!!

I am exhausted right now and i have a touch of fever,(I let my guard down)feeling kind of icky----

BUT i am sooooo ready for this change.
post more later,
Frainy

oh but yes...no harming or pills>

:)

Yay! Thats excellent, and congrats on the job. Thats fabulous. xxx

you're awesome

You're wonderful!