shit couple of months
 

so every1 in school found out that i si and that was shit but i dealt with it but recently loads of chavs in my year keep telln me to go cut myself whenever i walk past them. its really starting to get to me. i hadnt cut myself for about 3 weeks and then everything just got too much and i went and cut myself, id never dun it that bad before and it really scared me. and ever since i hav been doing it nearly every day. i thought i was doing well and now i jus feel like shit. i jus dnt see the point in stopping any more, cos they wont let it drop even if i do

x kate x

Don't be scared hun, and don't let them get to you. You did really well on the three weeks, you can do it again, and go furthur this time.

Lets face it sweetheart, you are going to get idiots like that everywhere in life, you can't let them determine what kind of life you are going to lead. If they say go cut - don't do it. What is it to them if you cut or not? They will find something else to focus on in time hun.
There are reasons to stop. They have nothing to do with it. Yeah so they like to say spiteful and hurtful things, so what? That doesn't mean there isn't any point in being strong and getting over this for YOU. You scared yourself by cutting worse than normal? I hope you are ok, make sure you take care of those cuts hun.
Stay safe ok? I'm here if you wanna talk. I know what you are going through, I have been there - trust me they aren't worth this. *hugs*
Gemma xx

Don't listen to those kids. They're immature idiots who will say anything just to be cruel. You should get better for yourself. It's great that you went three weeks without cutting! I'm sure you can do it again and go longer. I hope you're ok. Take care of yourself! *cuddles*

Don't listen to those kids, they're just jerks if they tell you to do that. I know how you feel though, I had a boy basically stalk me over the fact that he hated me for cutting, but it will get better and you will too. Keep trying to stop. I bet if you just ignore them then they'll shut up soon. If you ever wanna talk about it, I'm here. Just a PM or IM away! xx Laura

hi hun
dont feel scared ...! and well done for those 3 weeks u gave up thats really good ...! as for ppl in ur school finding out u cut well so what every one has there own way of dealing with things ...! some different ways than others ...! but atleat u were strong enuf to come over it hun ..! and then they had to stick nose's in well ..! tellin ya to cut ya sel is bang out of order ..! well they are just showing of and cause they have found a weak spot and know how to make ya tick they will do it all the more just to get to ya ...! well what i think u shud do is face up to them ..! as u did be4 by giving up for 3 weeks u obviously have the strength in you to be able to give it ..! so fing that strength again hun n try again n when these idiots say things to u again be strong and dont le them get to u because then it goes to show who the immiture ones are ...! and not doin it just goes to show how strong u can be ..! and in time they will soon find some one to pick on ..! no matter what and where in life u are gonna come accross these ppl ..! and ppl like thses are all the more reason to gie up hun ...
i hope it all goes well 4 u in the long run
"hugs"

x lee x

thanks for all your support, its nice to no that there are people that arent total dickheads:-D