Blah.
 

I really just want to disappear.

Kill myself. I wish .. blah

I wish I knew the best way. Wouldn't want it to be painful.
Physically.

Oh, Christ.

Are you taking the piss? Seriously?

She gets a boyfriend.
Then, he starts fucking talking to me, like I'm his fucking friend! Haha.

Well I'm not.

And mate, she doesn't really like you anyway.

Oh, I'm such a jelous cunt.

I'm not tired, but it's like.. I don't know.

I don't know how I feel anymore.

I'm so sick of everything.

I'm mostly sick of myself. Gosh, I'm a bítch. So, so selfish.

I'm scared of what I'll do to myself.

I don't want to cry.

ARGH!

I want to see my own blood again.. urgh.

This is the side no-body hears of.

It's sick, and stupid.

So so damn stupid. I can't cope.

I am not coping in the slightest.

hun talk to me, let me help you!
you dont need to do this honest!
you can make it better i promise.
it wont always be like this!

PM me if you want, ill help!

x

Ohh Cathy. Talk to me, ok? We'll sort this out eventually, I promise. xxxxx

Ohhkay. All I can really say right now is that I'm here if you need someone to talk to. PM me or add me or anything. Just please keep safe. Know that we all care about you. xx Laura

Thanks everyone

Got dumped today, I'm fine with it.. just feels weird to be single after 11 months.

I feel really confused!

It's bound to be soooooooooooooooooooooooo confusing, and such a strange feeling to be single again Cathy, but by the sounds of it this really is for the best. You were considernig breaking up with her, which you don't have to do anymore. You were confused about yuor feelings for other people, which you can explore further now without feeling guilty about how she'd feel (and I mean "explore" in the least perverted manner possible :/). Sometimes thigns like this run their course, and you've got some fantastic memories out of this m'dear. I'm not meaning to be patronising at all, I'd say the same thing to myself if it were me, but you're still young :P Things at this age verrrrrrry rarely last a lifetime, and like I said before, at least you've shared something special with her m'dear, and got some wonderful times from it. Things can only get better.

I can't believe it was 11 months! That's one hell of a relationship m'dear, and it may take time to adjust, but I'll be here every step of the way.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i got dumped today.

I know the weirdness.

Sorry about wehat your going through - I can't really offer much support sorry.

Ohh, I love you Tanya. Thank you.

Aeryn I'm really sorry to hear that.

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Today I'm just going to take it easy, take it all in and try to accept what's going on.

Jesus, I need to think about other things apart from my pathetic love life.
I'm such a teenager.

I hate how people disregard problem's with peoples love-life. It's a problem that you think about constantly, and can huuuuuuuugely affect your mood. EVERYONE can relate to it, yet you get those annoying people who brush it off as "Oh, it's not serious". When it is, if it's affecting oyu this much *cuddles*

Just keep talking, and you'll be fine :)

Innit.
Cathy, you're not 'such a teenager', love life problems don't just disappear when you hit 20 =p.
Tanya has wise words.
What Lyd did was probably the best thing she could have done, you're now young, free and single!
Chillax today love.
Drink some tea, and watch Jeremy Kyle =]
-hugs for Cathy-
xxx

Tanya & Nat rulez.

Again, thank you. :)

And I know the problems don't disappear, Nat :P .. it's just.. y'know what I meant.. hopefully.

x

Puppy love, eh?

*waits to be shot*

:P