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I don't Ito w Why but im sh again i managed to stopp but last nite after 1 month i found last nite myself at the end with no way to turn with no help from my family im so so sorry to evri1 i dont mean to do it:crying:

i've just reached a point where the guy i love goes out with this lass and she is stopping him from talkin to me

she is just makin me feel so worthless

sorry

Sweety, It doesn't matter that you slipped up, everyone does it! concentrate on the fact you were nearly a month free! You did so well, and are doing so well.
Is there any one else you can turn to? Friend, trusted adult, etc? You can always talk to anyone on here, feel free to Pm me at anytime.
If you feel the urge to self harm how about trying: The fun and distractions board, or the Games arcade (try getting that top score!)
Love is hard, and I'm sorry it's making you feel so down, Try and think about it though, Obviously this girl isn't very nice, If they guy you like is sensible, I'm sure he will see this soon, If not.. is it really worth wanting to get with him if he can be turned so easily by a girl to not even speak to a mate?
Take care
xxx

Im sorry that your going through a tough patch at the moment. One month is a fantastic acheivement, so you should be so proud of yourself that you could do that. You have had a slip up yes... but we all have them. Try not to worry about it too much, just mvoe on from that and keep distracting yourself from any further urges you may have.
As for this girl, she sounds like a bitch. But.. if this guy is so amazing, and is a true friend to you, he will not let her get in the middle of you. Have you tried talking to him about how your feeling?
You are certainly not worthless so dont let her make you feel like this.
Take care, pm me anytime
x x

thank you im feelin better from just readin your support and yes that girl is a bitch but we were out tonite and me and him wer talkin so she aint achieving much

i am proud i last 1 month but i keep relapsing but hopfully it will go went on the arcade last nite which stopped me

Thank You

x

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