RYL Forums - needing support and to rant i guess

As many of you know I got out of a seriously physical and sexually abusive relationship. Many also know that i am 7 1/2 months pregnant with twins from one of the sexual assaults. I have been Hell through out this pregnancy since my ex- husband has been threatning and verbally abusing me since I left. I have my rtestraining order and such and I thought all would be o.k., but its not my ex-is now trying to get unsupervised visitation, currently order states supervised only, and I am NOT o.k. with that at all. As you know I already have 3 1/3 yr old twin boys by him. since this asshole has been gone my children have begun to function a little better and such. i have also found out he was abusing my little guys, at the smae time he was abusing me and I'm pretty sure it was not only physical but sexual, due to things my kiddos have said ( daddy hurt my P...) i am absoluty terrified of what would happen if his visitation was not supervised. Our first supervised visitation is tomorrow and my boys are already not dealing w/ seeing him in a supervised setting. if he is allowed to have them alone they will trapped and seriously abused again. these boys are already in counceling and taking anti-anxiety and anti-depresives due to what they endured before, if he gets them again they will never trust me and I believe they will totally lose it. it has taken the last 6 months to get them feeling semi safe and to become less violent towards me due to what they think I intentionally let happen to them. what do I do. the law will do nothing because at their age nothing they say will stand up in court and I cant prove anything otherwise. HELP!!! I am SOOO scared. How do i protect my babies. I already have to force them to see him supervised and although he raped me he still gets to see the babies from that and have parental rights to them. its like the law is rewarding him for the rape. because we were married he will never serve time or be convicted of rape.:cry: