Just a dream, I suppose
 

I've not posted for aaaaages. I've been SI free for over a year (yeah, go me), and even the urges have mostly gone. But last night I had a weird dream and it threw me a bit. I don't remember the details but the main part was that I'd cut everywhere and was about to have to show somebody. I don't even know why it's bothering me, really. In the dream I felt really good (I can remember the feeling exactly), and the cuts looked *right*. I was dozing on and off and I kept replaying it, trying to get the feeling back.

I'm not going to SI, I know that, and I know that even if I did it wouldn't be like that because it was just a dream feeling. I just feel a bit fragile, y'know? I suppose I don't even need support, I just wanted to tell someone.

you have done really well to not si for so long*hugs* and it is good that you recognise that the feeling in the dream was not a real feeling. keep being strong hun!!

I kinda know how you feel hun, Ive been SI free now for around 9 months now, and I sometimes have dreams about it, which make me feel like I need it again.

Anyway I just wanted you to know, that youre not alone

Here if you want to chat, and congrats on over a year SI free :)

Love Lora xx

Thank you all xx