Hearing voices. [General trig]
 

So a few weeks ago, I told my counselor I was hearing voices telling me to kill myself and my mom.
I was taken to a hospital for a psych eval, and I lied and told them I was going to be fine.
So a week later, I'm in my school guidance office crying my eyes out because I was afraid I was gonna kill myself.
2nd visit to ER.
Now I'm waiting for an appointment at some psychiatrist's office.
And I'm scared.
I'm so depressed.
And I've just realized to what degree I'm depressed.
I don't answer the phone, I barely feel like getting up and ready in the morning.
And what if the psychiatrist tells me I'm fine?
What if he says I'm a ****ing psycho and I should be put away for good?!
I'm just scared. :crying:

I highly doubt he'll tell you you're fine.

What he probably will do will talk with you a bit about how you're feeling and to help you feel safer, and work with you to find a medication that can help ease your symptoms.
I also doubt he'll put you away forever, nor tell you you're crazy. Many people hear voices, which I see as a reflection of our unwanted shadow side.