Right now..
 

I feel like complete crap. I actually want to die. I'm certain in the next few hours me and my girlfriend are going to break up and we have once before and I ODd then. I just don't know what to do anymore. I love her so much but she's so hot and cold with me. I text her asking if she still liked me and she text back saying 'sometimes' she's going to come online in a bit so we can talk but I know it's over and I don't know what to do. I was thinking of splitting up with her anyway but now it's here it's so confusing.
I just cut myself and she hasn't even bothered to reply to my text. I feel so low.

*hugs* sorry to hear that things arn't going so well. I'm going through the same things right now, so I understand. I'm sorry. Hang in there. You can do this. If you need anything pm me.
*HUGS*
Rissa

*big hug* stupid saying: theres always more fish int he sea.

one day you will find someone who understands who you are and why ew do what we all do here. its going to be ok.

*Hugs you*

One of my best friends went through this less than a week ago.
His ex-girlfriend is one of my friends, but she kept leading him on then letting him down.
She finally decided she didn't want to be with him, broke his heart then kept texting him thinking she could have him as her friend.

I told her exactly what i thought about her actions. And well were not exactly bff's right now. But all our other friends said she had to hear the truth.

I'm so sorry your'e feeling so low.

But you need to concentrate on you right now.
Focus on yourself
Is staying with your girlfriend going to help you? or your recovery *if you are trying to recover?*

To me, it sounds like you already wanted out of the relationship.
Just try your'e best to stay strong. Keep busy and make plans with other friends.
For me when i feel triggered, i always find it best to go out with people where i cannot s.h.

I hope you find what you need.
& try and stay positive.

If you ever need anything just pm me okay?
.x.x.