hello forum members
 

Hello all, hope you are ok.


Im a male living in the UK, starting again from scratch having lost everything I own accept a tent some clothes and a few quid.


Hoping to make some lasting friendship, im a hetero male, single, no hang ups or life dramas and considering places in the uk to start over.
Ive never been in this position before and dont really know what my options are or knowing what to do, I will be living rough from around Febuary onwards and seek any advice, friendship or to find anyone in a similar position.
Being male means im less at risk from certain situations (I can look after myself physically if needing to defend myself) I still have a bank account (not here to try and obtain money so please dont read into that) Im a very private person, struggled due to no fault of my own unless you consider my "usury" lifestyle of living in rental accommodation. Ive overcome suicidal thoughts, I have had previous times where I have relied on drink and even had a spell using cocaine which I have not used for over 4 years now. Im a good looking bloke, intelligent and well mannered, polite and good sense of humour (others have said so) but have recently become socially awkward, lonely and finding it hard to accept the level of enmity in this world (Im white), not sure if this isa good idea but perhaps simply in hope I can log into here and find some people who might have the skills to encourage me to get back on my feet or know someone already lile me. Ive got family and had offers to live with them but cannot take them up on their offers as of previous events causing distrust and I find it hard to explain I love my parents and family but they simply do not understand me nor me them on principles of life choices and morality, hard to communicate in detail but not wanting to badmouth them if you understand that sometimes family are the hardest individuals to deal with in life.
Ive never been married, have no children, no pets or debts at all, owe nobody anything, very wary of social contracts and have valid reasons why I avoid them now.


I hope you don't judge me to harshly, Im no angel, but definately been plundered by my government with help from people local to me, also made aware of being followed around who I identified as police, however never been involved in criminal activity never been arrested, harmed anyone physically or mentally either. Ive been set up several times and strange events or experiences have happened to me which have left me scratching my head.


I hope to join you soon as often as I can.

Welcome to RYL; StartingAllOverAgain.

Glad you decided to trust us enough to join our group here, I also don't seek money or pity and I guess you don't, either.

I wish I knew better what to say, but that is also because I'm not doing all that well at the moment so the words just aren't there, but I did want to (at least) welcome you here and I hope you will pull your life together somehow and perhaps our forum will be of support to you during time when things seems bleak and there is noting wrong with being a private person IMO in this day in time especially give the circumstances you are currently enduring - I also have some SERIOUS trust issues with people in general so I also am "very wary of social contracts and have valid reasons why I avoid them now." ; as well.

And there is no judgement here so don't worry about anything harsh towards you regarding anything you wrote.

Sincerely,

Trisha

Hello and welcome. It sounds like things have been and continue to be challenging for you. I hope you find support here.

Yeah and I hope to here more from you soon, StartingAllOverAgain. Be well as possible :)