musings..(doubt trig)
 

or perhaps more aptly named 'drunken rambling' but the former has so much more..hhhmmm...what is it? Potential? Intellect? Does it even matter..not , says the fork to the spoon....

"LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHILE YOU'RE BUSY MAKING OTHER PLANS"

I'm sure we've all heard some variation of that sentiment. However i think it is time to have a re-wording...
*ahem*
*clears throat*

"LIFE IS WHAT PASSES YOU BY, WHILE YOU ARE FIGHTING THIS HELL"

I got to thinking of how old i am, not terribly old, true, but i sure wouldnt complain if someone could take a few years off lol. I realize this should be a wonderful 'period' in my life, a time of fun, friendship, accomplishments, new friends, old friends...and...its not.

The friends left after the first hospitalization, one stuck around a little longer, but was gone soon enough. I mean what do you say to someone like me? When you're "normal" , that is..i dont mean you guys.....

Just....i know i am going to look back at this 'phase', 'time period', whatever and be so disheartened by all i missed while i was busy trying ot keep myself alive day after day....

romp

(edit to add: and that no one else would understand this fight...or even care)

Hi Romp,
Im not really sure what to say, so im giving you *squishes* and hoping that you're ok. Musings can lead to good and bad places sometimes neutral places although that's not always a good place to be. Take care hun.
Aimee xx

Hope you are ok rompy. Long time no speak *squishessssssssssssssss* Please take care of yourself xx

Big huggles Romp, maybe 1st Jan 2008 can be a fresh start for you! I know I try to think that every year even though it doesn't usually work out!

Hugs and love
Mary
xxxx

Hi romp

I know exactly what you mean, I often have similar musings myself. The past few years have quite literally passed me by!
I dont know what I can say to make you feel better, but please dont feel that you are alone.

Sending warm hugs

xxxxxxx