SI Trigger* There Comes a Time...
 

...when you just want to crawl back into your safety spot, hidden where only a few know your name, know why you exist, and know what may save you.

There comes a time when all you have ever gained is lost.
There comes a time when you wish one person could understand you and help you know that all is not ok, but gives you enough hope that tomorrow will come.
There comes a time when you grasp at anything to save you from splicing your skin open and lying about how it happen to those who care.

There comes a time when everyone will stop listening and turn around.
There comes a time when yesterday was your last breath.
There comes a time when you might just feel someone tugging on that string you are so desperately trying to let go of.
There comes a time when you just try to hold on.

I think a lot of us here have felt that time. Hopefully it will pass. I'm happy to listen (if somewhat sporadically depending on when I can log in), if that helps. Feel free to vent x

How are you doing today? I hope things are coming along and you re feeling a bit better. Thinking of you :)

Rainy.

You’re an amazing woman. It will be ok.

*hugs*

Matthew xx

FRainy

Time to build a fence.

altcct,

You have sparked my intrest on this fence thing since I KNOW what you are talking about!!! It took my breath away and brought me to tears. BUt I do not recognize your name...please help me..

Struggling to stay positive right now, I have told my counsellor of my termination date. My mind is cluttered and it should be in a better light. Art is good and selling. My kids are doing well in their young adult lives. My weight is dropping (if you dont know I am actually on disability for medical conerns which has left me a stay at home blob).

I have an appt with two different drs the day before and two days before by end date. Hoping that things will change.

rainy *hugs* sorry things are so tough for you. Are the doctors supporting you? do your kids know how you are feeling? is there anyone you can confide in? x